Waiting for your anpanman

[monie]

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[monie]

Really? That'd be amazing if you could. I'm worried about Tae, he shivers a lot lately. We hang out in Jin's place to keep warm but I don't want to take advantage of his home, y'know?

I would say you could crash here but you maaaay want a hotel.

If not then I can share Tae's bed and you can have the couch

.... oh god, you're a superstar and i'm offering you a couch..........

[bluemold]

...why ARE you offering me a couch?

I mean

yknow I can sleep w u, right?

[monie]

Well... yeah but... my bed is the couch.

and it's not that big. I mean it's a pull out but you might like it more if you have more space and I can kinda fit in taes.

he likes to share with hyung

[bluemold]

i see

ok, how about we just see about me getting there and fixing your boiler hopefully and then we figure out whether i stay or not

i got a photoshoot tmrw anyway

[monie]

I'm sorry I don't have anything good

I have some cash coming in soon and then there's tokyo and I'll have money. Just christmas is tight, yeah

i think i got tae everything he wanted but it cost me every penny. I've been living off cereal and whatever Jin will feed me for weeks.

[bluemold]

listen, joon-ah, i dont give a damn about what you have for my sake

i just want you and tae to have the best

and its difficult cause ive no idea how to deal with it

i want to buy you a mansion and all the clothes and feed you grapes

[monie]

... you wanna feed me grapes?

I don't really care for grapes.

I like peaches. You could feed me a can of peaches. I really like them in syrup.

[bluemold]

I was speaking metaphorically, but sure, I'll feed you peaches

yknow what i mean tho

i know you're not looking for a sugar daddy

im guessing you are not, anyway

but anything you want, ill give u

[monie]

I just hate being a burden. My father loved to make me feel like one and sometimes I wonder... I know it's stupid but

I don't want cost people stuff.

All I need is to keep Tae warm, fed, happy and healthy.

[bluemold]

you are nothing like that to me

it makes me happy, having someone to take care of

i want the best for you and tae, both

just make sure to tell me if i ever make you feel bad

speaking of, should i bring anythg when i come over? should finish up soon

[monie]

You could bring dinner. I have Jungkookie and Tae here and we haven't eaten yet. Hobi was supposed to bring food but the subway is having issues and he's stuck.

This way I can feed everyone! maybe even Jin and Jiminie.

You're a hero, oppa

bringing food to all <3

[bluemold]

and you are going to turn me on and then not sleep with me, so you are the worst

what do u feel like eating? ill come by car, i can bring plenty

[monie]

hey, if hobi can watch the kids, we could just, you know, have sex in the car. I can hop on and take a ride. ;)

PIZZA! The kids wanted pizza today

[bluemold]

i got a driver, but sure, thats what they got those screens for

im guessing

ok, you lot got any allergies i need to know about?

[monie]

Tell him to take a walk or something. Go get some sushi or whatever.

Yeah but nothing food related. Jungkook can't eat red meat so well, it makes his stomach upset but he's a kid, he's content with a small cheese and tomato, you know? Tae hates olives and pineapple and Jimin will eat anything. Jin trained him well.

I'm allergic to SOME seafood but not all. I'll send you a list, I got one written out. Don't ask why.

[bluemold]

ok, ill just get some assorted pizzas then, already know, no seafood for you

ill be there in half an hour

[monie]

Cool, we are watching the Grinch and the boys are decorating christmas cards.

Well. Tae is currently eating glue and glitter but same thing??

[bluemold]

hmmm

were u that boy too?

[monie]

Duh.

I'm as weird as Tae is weird. It runs in our family.

[bluemold]

must be why i like u both so much

i miss u

i look forward to japan, more of you

[monie]

Same.

I've been alone for so long, I didn't think it'd bother me so much but I do miss you loads.

Not in a needy way!!!! Just like... you know. I like you. I like everything we do together. Even just sitting around half asleep.

[bluemold]

id quit my job, but i like buying you shiny things :P

japans gonna be good

even if not for our sex life, given tae

but for time together

u still gotta tell me just how careful u wanna be about us being together

[monie]

It's a difficult question

I don't care about me, yeah? Like people can come at me, whatever. I'm not easily rattled and usually I can block shit out but I worry for TaeTae

He'll probably handle it fine, he likes people but I still worry.

But I want to be out and open with my boyfriend

are you sure it won't damage you?

[bluemold]

if tae would get bothered, we could get him security for however long

and damage...

i mean, maybe, career-wise?

but you are good for my heart

[monie]

I don't want to fuck up your career!!!

I NEED YOUR MUSIC

holy shit, I'd die without it ;;