Waiting for your anpanman

[monie]

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[monie]

I just hate being a burden. My father loved to make me feel like one and sometimes I wonder... I know it's stupid but

I don't want cost people stuff.

All I need is to keep Tae warm, fed, happy and healthy.

[bluemold]

you are nothing like that to me

it makes me happy, having someone to take care of

i want the best for you and tae, both

just make sure to tell me if i ever make you feel bad

speaking of, should i bring anythg when i come over? should finish up soon

[monie]

You could bring dinner. I have Jungkookie and Tae here and we haven't eaten yet. Hobi was supposed to bring food but the subway is having issues and he's stuck.

This way I can feed everyone! maybe even Jin and Jiminie.

You're a hero, oppa

bringing food to all <3

[bluemold]

and you are going to turn me on and then not sleep with me, so you are the worst

what do u feel like eating? ill come by car, i can bring plenty

[monie]

hey, if hobi can watch the kids, we could just, you know, have sex in the car. I can hop on and take a ride. ;)

PIZZA! The kids wanted pizza today

[bluemold]

i got a driver, but sure, thats what they got those screens for

im guessing

ok, you lot got any allergies i need to know about?

[monie]

Tell him to take a walk or something. Go get some sushi or whatever.

Yeah but nothing food related. Jungkook can't eat red meat so well, it makes his stomach upset but he's a kid, he's content with a small cheese and tomato, you know? Tae hates olives and pineapple and Jimin will eat anything. Jin trained him well.

I'm allergic to SOME seafood but not all. I'll send you a list, I got one written out. Don't ask why.

[bluemold]

ok, ill just get some assorted pizzas then, already know, no seafood for you

ill be there in half an hour

[monie]

Cool, we are watching the Grinch and the boys are decorating christmas cards.

Well. Tae is currently eating glue and glitter but same thing??

[bluemold]

hmmm

were u that boy too?

[monie]

Duh.

I'm as weird as Tae is weird. It runs in our family.

[bluemold]

must be why i like u both so much

i miss u

i look forward to japan, more of you

[monie]

Same.

I've been alone for so long, I didn't think it'd bother me so much but I do miss you loads.

Not in a needy way!!!! Just like... you know. I like you. I like everything we do together. Even just sitting around half asleep.

[bluemold]

id quit my job, but i like buying you shiny things :P

japans gonna be good

even if not for our sex life, given tae

but for time together

u still gotta tell me just how careful u wanna be about us being together

[monie]

It's a difficult question

I don't care about me, yeah? Like people can come at me, whatever. I'm not easily rattled and usually I can block shit out but I worry for TaeTae

He'll probably handle it fine, he likes people but I still worry.

But I want to be out and open with my boyfriend

are you sure it won't damage you?

[bluemold]

if tae would get bothered, we could get him security for however long

and damage...

i mean, maybe, career-wise?

but you are good for my heart

[monie]

I don't want to fuck up your career!!!

I NEED YOUR MUSIC

holy shit, I'd die without it ;;

[bluemold]

sweet <3 ill always make music

even if u are the only one who listens

let's discuss it some time later, ill just try to not hold your hand in public until we figure it out

[monie]

okay, ditto

even if we have to hide it... i really like it and that won't change.

as long as you're there for me and taetae

[bluemold]

much as i can

any way i can

gonna come up now, what floor is it?

[monie]

6th floor but the elevator is broke so press for five then take the stairs! It's a short way up

we're apartment 35

[bluemold]

in the elevator

and i think i hear tae

Tae was quite easily heard, given he was currently bouncing while trying a lot of hype moves and yelling some barely remembered rap on the hallway as he very excitedly waited for AGUST D to come up the stairs! To! Their! Apartment!

[monie]

Namjoon was holding Jungkook because he had been quietly making cards and then suddenly Tae was yelling and he was a bit startled, sometimes he just needed to be held to feel better. Namjoon smiled as soon as he saw Yoongi, pulling Tae closer to him and trying to end his crazy hype moves. "Yoongi-hyung! Can you tell that Tae is excited?"

Jungkook was content to stare in awe at Yoongi, focusing on him and not his crazy friend.

[bluemold]

Tae's shyness tended to come and go, but he had gone shopping with Yoongi and right now he just looked tired and like he'd have rather not walked up any stairs and a little less like a star or a stranger, so he decided to just fly at him and - apparently - test his reflexes. Yoongi did catch him easily enough, even if he had to balance pizza boxes with his other arm.

"...yeah, I can tell." He ruffled Tae's hair and smiled at Namjoon, then looked over at Jungkook. "Do you like pizza?"

[monie]

Jungkook nodded and Namjoon moved closer, taking the pizza boxes with his one hand and Jungkook helped steady them - hyung was messy. As Namjoon carried them inside, he left the door open and called over his shoulder. "TaeTae, show Yoongi-hyung our apartment, don't just stand in the hall."

Setting Jungkook down, he set the pizzas on his kitchen table. The apartment was small and dingy, damp had killed a lot of his wallpaper and his furniture had seen better days but Namjoon found it homey. Cute. He pretty much raised Tae here. Jungkook shyly clung onto Namjoon's leg, feeling a bout of shyness himself now. He hadn't prepared himself enough for Agust D to be here!