idk i tune pain out so i don't notice? it hurts more now they've fucked with it all but i guess that's good? mostly it was hard cause tae kept crying. today he keeps petting my hair and asking me to feel better.
makes sense, i guess... you gotta listen to your body now or it will give in on you and then your brother will cry even more
delivery? i got your address, a credit card and the internet exists. you are so cute, genius
yeah, im a bit freaked, but from how he seems its a lunatic kind of situation, he didnt actually have a plan or anything and just got fixated on me for some reason, but he was by himself, so its over now
i try to but it's hard, i got so used to it. i try more these days. i fainted in front of him once and i was a fucking mess, i'll never do that again.
idk why that shocks me... i'm from the dark ages.
we discussed it and it has been formally agreed - we would like chinese, plz. chicken noodle soup. for both of us. and spring rolls. maybe egg fried rice too.
I'm still worried. And ridic glad your security is doing it's job. Hang in there, hyung <3 I hope it'll get better soon.
i know where you're coming from, but i hope i can help you remember that you gotta take care of yourself... for tae and for me and all your friends
ill order from the place i like and get you all that and then some you got a working fridge, so leftovers are a good thing
it will be fine, the mess meant that my schedule cleared up a little bit for today so i get to just hang out... id go explore, but now every time i think 'nah, i should wait until joon-ah's with me'
you are my hero, I'm so hungry and Jin works a long time today.
That's be amazing. I don't have a lot of time spare either but I'll make it work. Hobi can watch Tae, he owes me. I watch Kookie whenever he bangs Ten.
We don't but I applied yesterday for myself and TaeTae
me and tae don't need fancy cause take out is fancy in and of itself.
i love hot food delivered to me. SO FANCY.
i should be all good. i got credentials and stuff so don't worry. being paid is just an extra bonus, means me and tae can do tourist things. he's very excited to buy stuff for jiminie and kookie so that's gonna be fun
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poor taetae and poor you, i hope you're treating yourselves... wait, can i order you food or something?!?!?
I don't know how much sightseeing he got done, but he's probably gonna be stuck in jail here for a while, cause he had bullets
he didnt have a gun, mind
im not sure what he wanted to do with them, no one is taking my telekinesis suggestion seriously
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you can order us food? how???
.... holy shit tho
those bullets aren't a good sign.
glad you're okay <3
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delivery? i got your address, a credit card and the internet exists. you are so cute, genius
yeah, im a bit freaked, but from how he seems its a lunatic kind of situation, he didnt actually have a plan or anything and just got fixated on me for some reason, but he was by himself, so its over now
ill cuddle the stitch i got for tae and be safe
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idk why that shocks me... i'm from the dark ages.
we discussed it and it has been formally agreed - we would like chinese, plz. chicken noodle soup. for both of us. and spring rolls. maybe egg fried rice too.
I'm still worried. And ridic glad your security is doing it's job. Hang in there, hyung <3 I hope it'll get better soon.
also that is adorable.
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ill order from the place i like and get you all that and then some
you got a working fridge, so leftovers are a good thing
it will be fine, the mess meant that my schedule cleared up a little bit for today so i get to just hang out... id go explore, but now every time i think 'nah, i should wait until joon-ah's with me'
im silly that way. and adorable, true ;)
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It's cute... I want to explore with you too, I think about seeing you all the time.
Me and Tae are excited for Japan. I told him today and he said it made yesterday worth it. The kim boys suffer but we get rewards. So cool!
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u got food coming in half an hour to an hour
you can see me soon, once im back in seoul, well figure out how
actual date for the first time, thatd be neat
and im excited for japan too... do you and tae have passports? we are working on the logistics and making my reps lose their cool, it's great fun
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That's be amazing. I don't have a lot of time spare either but I'll make it work. Hobi can watch Tae, he owes me. I watch Kookie whenever he bangs Ten.
We don't but I applied yesterday for myself and TaeTae
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ill fuck up less on our date
all right, that should work out with timing then
you can contact my rep if you have trouble, we have to work out these things for staff all the time
speaking of, do you have credentials? you'd officially be travelling as a translator/tutor kinda thing, which means you actually get paid
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i love hot food delivered to me. SO FANCY.
i should be all good. i got credentials and stuff so don't worry. being paid is just an extra bonus, means me and tae can do tourist things. he's very excited to buy stuff for jiminie and kookie so that's gonna be fun
so many souvenirs.
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food delivery, i mean
honestly still feels fancy ordering it
you can send your info and credentials to my rep and she'll work things out from there
and, hey, if it turns out you can't stand me, you still get a nice holiday out of it
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It's so handy having a rep. I just email her, right?
I doubt that'd even be possible.
I can't wait to see you. Gonna huuuug you.
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dont know when ill get used to it or to any of this
i want that... im not that good with people, but i wanna be good with you
i dont want to hide you, you know? im done with hiding
my plan right now is to just not give an explanation but date you
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you sure about that??
the backlash won't be great, you might get some shit for it. i don't want to cause you issues, hyung.
you've been so good to me.
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first we have actual dates and we have japan and then you can tell me if you can stand me
and then, i don't know
my contract is solid, i kept an eye out for that when i renegotiated
its more a question of what you want too, cause itd get you a lot of attention, at least at first
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you might hate me too. I'm very annoying. And clumsy. I break everything. And I've been told I'm very boring before by my last boyfriend.
Look, I can handle it
but try to keep them away from Tae, he's only five and he's tiny
he doesn't need that shit.
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yeah, no, dont worry
if we ended up doing this, we'd find the best way to go about it with tae and everything
my people are pros
but first, japan! i am trying to have some room in the schedule so i can go places with you
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after we have our date, you should hang with tae some and bond
if... if that's not too much to ask of you?
it's just easier for him. when he knows people.
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sure, i want to hang with him!
you two should come to the studio, then tae can rap some for me
and you can too
;)
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gotta warn you, it's just a lot of bouncing and dapping.
i lost my style, man. i'd bomb.
i got no jams :P
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i wanna hear, its sexy
even if you suck
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you wanna hear it that bad?
I'm on youtube. wanna link? i have an embarrassing video i shot in my bedroom at 17
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it feels fair if i get to see something
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you are welcome
i am so sorry.
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you are, were actually pretty damn good, especially for that age
you gotta know that, right?
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