Waiting for your anpanman

[monie]

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[monie]

me and tae don't need fancy cause take out is fancy in and of itself.

i love hot food delivered to me. SO FANCY.

i should be all good. i got credentials and stuff so don't worry. being paid is just an extra bonus, means me and tae can do tourist things. he's very excited to buy stuff for jiminie and kookie so that's gonna be fun

so many souvenirs.

[bluemold]

i used to do that

food delivery, i mean

honestly still feels fancy ordering it

you can send your info and credentials to my rep and she'll work things out from there

and, hey, if it turns out you can't stand me, you still get a nice holiday out of it

[monie]

I know, right? It's SO fancy. Someone makes my food for me. Luxury.

It's so handy having a rep. I just email her, right?

I doubt that'd even be possible.

I can't wait to see you. Gonna huuuug you.

[bluemold]

right? having money is surreal

dont know when ill get used to it or to any of this

i want that... im not that good with people, but i wanna be good with you

i dont want to hide you, you know? im done with hiding
my plan right now is to just not give an explanation but date you

[monie]

oh

you sure about that??

the backlash won't be great, you might get some shit for it. i don't want to cause you issues, hyung.

you've been so good to me.

[bluemold]

we're gonna take it slow anyway

first we have actual dates and we have japan and then you can tell me if you can stand me

and then, i don't know

my contract is solid, i kept an eye out for that when i renegotiated

its more a question of what you want too, cause itd get you a lot of attention, at least at first

[monie]

Well, ditto.

you might hate me too. I'm very annoying. And clumsy. I break everything. And I've been told I'm very boring before by my last boyfriend.

Look, I can handle it

but try to keep them away from Tae, he's only five and he's tiny

he doesn't need that shit.

[bluemold]

you already know what my last boyfriend thinks of me

yeah, no, dont worry

if we ended up doing this, we'd find the best way to go about it with tae and everything

my people are pros

but first, japan! i am trying to have some room in the schedule so i can go places with you

[monie]

I'll just try to keep tae from reporters and stuff. he's a fragile kid, you've seen him. he talks big but he's shy, men intimidate him easily too.

after we have our date, you should hang with tae some and bond

if... if that's not too much to ask of you?

it's just easier for him. when he knows people.

[bluemold]

we'd make sure... if there's a media storm for some days, you can have security for you and tae

sure, i want to hang with him!

you two should come to the studio, then tae can rap some for me

and you can too

;)

[monie]

oh god, tae rapping.

gotta warn you, it's just a lot of bouncing and dapping.

i lost my style, man. i'd bomb.

i got no jams :P

[bluemold]

thats okay, i love his style, he's adorable, i like him even more than you :P

i wanna hear, its sexy

even if you suck

[monie]

you should, he's pretty

you wanna hear it that bad?

I'm on youtube. wanna link? i have an embarrassing video i shot in my bedroom at 17

[bluemold]

listen, i dont even want to know how many embarrassing vids of me you have seen

it feels fair if i get to see something

[monie]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEo-2BsNluM

you are welcome

i am so sorry.

[bluemold]

wow

you are, were actually pretty damn good, especially for that age

you gotta know that, right?

[monie]

dunno, i am mostly just embarrassed.

i was never that good, you know? I had no time to dedicate to it.

i mostly just liked writing.

[bluemold]

I can tell

man, I've seen worse people than you make money from it

a lot worse

[monie]

good to know i could have had a future with it.

i kinda gave up after dad smashed all my recording stuff and tae drew all over my best rap shirt. he wanted to draw a kitty over the brand logo.

i dunno, just wasn't meant to be.

[bluemold]

could still be

if you ever wanted

but man

i wanted to see an embarrassing vid :(

[monie]

i could not.

besides, i'm a busy single dad.

sorry :( wanna see one jin recorded of me falling off the stage during my graduation???

[bluemold]

yes, please

i embarrass myself daily, we need to even the score

i am so over interviews, looking forward to not doing any until im in japan

[monie]

sent. the loud laughter you can hear is hobi, he laughed so hard he cried.

can tae interview you? he wants to

what is your position on aliens coming to earth?

[bluemold]

I love hobi already, im over here laughing too, thats hilarious

tae can interview me any time

mostly hoping the aliens would buy my CDs, tbh

[monie]

I was so tired that day though, I wasn't even thinking. I forgot stairs existed. Tae was teething and it was just a fucking nightmare. He screamed SO much the night before.

That kid was a nightmare. I love him.

he hopes so too. You'll get on so well.