Waiting for your anpanman

[monie]

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[bluemold]

i know where you're coming from, but i hope i can help you remember that you gotta take care of yourself... for tae and for me and all your friends

ill order from the place i like and get you all that and then some
you got a working fridge, so leftovers are a good thing

it will be fine, the mess meant that my schedule cleared up a little bit for today so i get to just hang out... id go explore, but now every time i think 'nah, i should wait until joon-ah's with me'

im silly that way. and adorable, true ;)

[monie]

That's why Jin hyung likes you. A working fridge, food and I went to a hospital. Hero.

It's cute... I want to explore with you too, I think about seeing you all the time.

Me and Tae are excited for Japan. I told him today and he said it made yesterday worth it. The kim boys suffer but we get rewards. So cool!

[bluemold]

hey, i do what i can
u got food coming in half an hour to an hour

you can see me soon, once im back in seoul, well figure out how
actual date for the first time, thatd be neat

and im excited for japan too... do you and tae have passports? we are working on the logistics and making my reps lose their cool, it's great fun

[monie]

you are my hero, I'm so hungry and Jin works a long time today.

That's be amazing. I don't have a lot of time spare either but I'll make it work. Hobi can watch Tae, he owes me. I watch Kookie whenever he bangs Ten.

We don't but I applied yesterday for myself and TaeTae

[bluemold]

hope you enjoy it :) love that place... its not fancy ftr, i am only now realising that i shouldve probably treated you to something fancy...

ill fuck up less on our date

all right, that should work out with timing then
you can contact my rep if you have trouble, we have to work out these things for staff all the time

speaking of, do you have credentials? you'd officially be travelling as a translator/tutor kinda thing, which means you actually get paid

[monie]

me and tae don't need fancy cause take out is fancy in and of itself.

i love hot food delivered to me. SO FANCY.

i should be all good. i got credentials and stuff so don't worry. being paid is just an extra bonus, means me and tae can do tourist things. he's very excited to buy stuff for jiminie and kookie so that's gonna be fun

so many souvenirs.

[bluemold]

i used to do that

food delivery, i mean

honestly still feels fancy ordering it

you can send your info and credentials to my rep and she'll work things out from there

and, hey, if it turns out you can't stand me, you still get a nice holiday out of it

[monie]

I know, right? It's SO fancy. Someone makes my food for me. Luxury.

It's so handy having a rep. I just email her, right?

I doubt that'd even be possible.

I can't wait to see you. Gonna huuuug you.

[bluemold]

right? having money is surreal

dont know when ill get used to it or to any of this

i want that... im not that good with people, but i wanna be good with you

i dont want to hide you, you know? im done with hiding
my plan right now is to just not give an explanation but date you

[monie]

oh

you sure about that??

the backlash won't be great, you might get some shit for it. i don't want to cause you issues, hyung.

you've been so good to me.

[bluemold]

we're gonna take it slow anyway

first we have actual dates and we have japan and then you can tell me if you can stand me

and then, i don't know

my contract is solid, i kept an eye out for that when i renegotiated

its more a question of what you want too, cause itd get you a lot of attention, at least at first

[monie]

Well, ditto.

you might hate me too. I'm very annoying. And clumsy. I break everything. And I've been told I'm very boring before by my last boyfriend.

Look, I can handle it

but try to keep them away from Tae, he's only five and he's tiny

he doesn't need that shit.

[bluemold]

you already know what my last boyfriend thinks of me

yeah, no, dont worry

if we ended up doing this, we'd find the best way to go about it with tae and everything

my people are pros

but first, japan! i am trying to have some room in the schedule so i can go places with you

[monie]

I'll just try to keep tae from reporters and stuff. he's a fragile kid, you've seen him. he talks big but he's shy, men intimidate him easily too.

after we have our date, you should hang with tae some and bond

if... if that's not too much to ask of you?

it's just easier for him. when he knows people.

[bluemold]

we'd make sure... if there's a media storm for some days, you can have security for you and tae

sure, i want to hang with him!

you two should come to the studio, then tae can rap some for me

and you can too

;)

[monie]

oh god, tae rapping.

gotta warn you, it's just a lot of bouncing and dapping.

i lost my style, man. i'd bomb.

i got no jams :P

[bluemold]

thats okay, i love his style, he's adorable, i like him even more than you :P

i wanna hear, its sexy

even if you suck

[monie]

you should, he's pretty

you wanna hear it that bad?

I'm on youtube. wanna link? i have an embarrassing video i shot in my bedroom at 17

[bluemold]

listen, i dont even want to know how many embarrassing vids of me you have seen

it feels fair if i get to see something

[monie]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEo-2BsNluM

you are welcome

i am so sorry.

[bluemold]

wow

you are, were actually pretty damn good, especially for that age

you gotta know that, right?

[monie]

dunno, i am mostly just embarrassed.

i was never that good, you know? I had no time to dedicate to it.

i mostly just liked writing.

[bluemold]

I can tell

man, I've seen worse people than you make money from it

a lot worse

[monie]

good to know i could have had a future with it.

i kinda gave up after dad smashed all my recording stuff and tae drew all over my best rap shirt. he wanted to draw a kitty over the brand logo.

i dunno, just wasn't meant to be.

[bluemold]

could still be

if you ever wanted

but man

i wanted to see an embarrassing vid :(