You are so handsome. <3 I always tell everyone that I have the most handsome husband and since they've seen you in uniform, they agree. I hope you make detective, but I will miss the uniform.
No wonder Yoongi doesn't trust adults. All of these children have such sad stories.
Aw. I'll try, maybe I can get through to him. I'll bribe him or something, that seems ethical.
you're so supportive. I don't care much career wise, I just care about being happy.
I will just keep loving and supporting them. I love how happy Yoongi's was to get the piano but it's hard to forget how hard he cried against me after too.
We really, really need to get them started on therapy. They could come to the hospital for it maybe. There is a children's psychologist, so the little ones can play and all that, she is really good.
I'm mostly worried about Jungkook and Yoongi, because they both internalise so much. It's not surprising that Yoongi broke down the way you told me. He's so young. They are all so young...
Tae and Jimin are worrisome too, in their own way. And I guess even Hobi. All of them.
we'll talk to a therapist, get them in sessions. Maybe it'd help. They're all so damaged but yoongi and jungkook are hard to reach. And so stubborn. Tae is just so attached to me that he gets upset when I go to work. Clearly separation anxiety.
And Jimin keeps trying to tell me he's sick cause he wants hugs.
Yoongi wants to be grown up already. It's like a kind of reverse Peter Pan syndrome. And Jungkook... I'm getting through to him, but only sometimes. He loves the bunnies though.
And Tae wants your approval so badly. He is always looking for that though. And he's scared of authority. He's even scared of Yoongi sometimes, I believe.
I've told him that he can get hugs either way, but if he's sick it means hugs and medicine, so he's opted for only hugs by now.
Jungkook is an odd boy, he seems so intelligent but he won't talk, won't interact, barely likes us touching him. Really likes bunnies. When I gave him that bunny toy, he smiled at me for the first time.
I told Tae off once and he hid under his bed and cried that I now hated him. It took an hour to coax him out and assure him I still loved him.
From all I've ever witnessed, Jungkook really only talks extensively with Yoongi. Not even the other boys. He likes them, but he doesn't talk much. He likes them talking at him. And he really loves bunnies. We should get him a cute bunny onesie!
They are all very fragile. I'll be home in three hours and you should go sleep, love. Are you off tomorrow?
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No wonder Yoongi doesn't trust adults. All of these children have such sad stories.
Aw. I'll try, maybe I can get through to him. I'll bribe him or something, that seems ethical.
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I don't ever want to lose Yoongi's trust. I'm just slowly building it more and more every time.
If it works, it works. Do it!
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I want him to one day not just expect it all to change any moment. He still expects to get hit. They all seem to, sometimes. Heartbreaking.
I'll do my very best.
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I will just keep loving and supporting them. I love how happy Yoongi's was to get the piano but it's hard to forget how hard he cried against me after too.
He doesn't think he's worth living.
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I'm mostly worried about Jungkook and Yoongi, because they both internalise so much. It's not surprising that Yoongi broke down the way you told me. He's so young. They are all so young...
Tae and Jimin are worrisome too, in their own way. And I guess even Hobi. All of them.
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And Jimin keeps trying to tell me he's sick cause he wants hugs.
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And Tae wants your approval so badly. He is always looking for that though. And he's scared of authority. He's even scared of Yoongi sometimes, I believe.
I've told him that he can get hugs either way, but if he's sick it means hugs and medicine, so he's opted for only hugs by now.
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I told Tae off once and he hid under his bed and cried that I now hated him. It took an hour to coax him out and assure him I still loved him.
these kids are tiring and now we have another.
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They are all very fragile. I'll be home in three hours and you should go sleep, love. Are you off tomorrow?
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I'll see you soon <3
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