powerboys | Is it you who changed or is it me?

"Then they are blind and stupid," Win told him, smiling a little as he pulled him close, one arm around his waist. "If anything, you look a lot like one of them. I'm starting to see why you like them."

He definitely couldn't complain about their looks, especially that one guy. Not that he was quite as cute as his Team. He kissed him and then checked his phone, frowning. "I guess Ten is headed down now. Maybe he can fill us in on what's going on."

"We can wait. I'll quietly freak out." Team admitted as he cuddled up to his hyung and closed his eyes, nuzzling close against his shoulder as he tried to get his head together.

Ten didn't take too long to come down, looking like his mind was elsewhere... though he did try to pull himself together when he saw his boss. "Hey. What are you two doing? Oh! Did you finally tell him BTS are here?" Team nodded mutely and Ten smiled. "Cute. Cute piggy."

"I think he's in shock still. Let's go have some ice cream, huh?" He kept an arm around Team as he headed for the dining room, checking his messages to make sure everything else was going smoothly. Win replied to someone quickly, then, as they were out of earshot of other stuff, he looked at Ten from the side. "Now. Are you gonna fill me in or stay mysterious? Because I might need a heads up if you plan on crawling on floors again."

"Suga is still in his room so it won't be happening. He's just -- I knew him in Korean. It was bad. It ended so bad. Yet he's still so hot so-- I dunno. I may have dinner with him at eight."

Ten shrugged, not sure what else to say. He would have added more but Team's eyes bulged and he lost all volume control as they entered the dining room. "You're having dinner with Suga?!"

"SHH!" Ten elbowed Team and then looked ahead, knowing BTS were in here somewhere. "Don't spread it around, piggy."

Win moved his hand to casually cover his boyfriend's mouth, walking over to his usual table and trying to understand what he'd just been told. "I know he ordered room service."

That was the one part here that he didn't think was surprising, so he could start there. "So... You just knew him? You were friends? Or more?" It seemed kind of relevant. "Listen, Ten, this isn't going to make you spiral, is it? He'll be nice to you?"

"I don't know. I mean, like, he will be nice but you know me. I spiral easily. I don't even know if I could say it was on him or not. I'm just like... I don't know. I'm anxious. I don't usually have to deal with this sort of thing. Not since I left Korea. I really thought that'd be the end of it." Ten admitted as he sat down at the table and sighed, giving Win a weak smile. "I broke his heart. I was the worst to him... and he still cares about me. How weird is that?"

He supposed it was kind of what he expected from Min Yoongi but even so.

"So you really did... date?" Team wanted to tell Pharm right here, right now. This was some insane gossip.

"No, Team. We didn't. We just-- it's complicated."

"And if I see anything about this on a gossip site, you are in trouble, mister." Well, Win just wanted to make sure. He was trying to be professional here, although this was obviously complicating things. "Order whatever you want, Team. Extra toppings included."

There, that should hopefully help him over his shock a little. "Anyway. I mean, if he was really your friend, of course he still cares about you. I do too. That makes sense."

However, he wasn't an idol and he wasn't single and Ten and him had never had sexual tension. So he could see where the spiralling could come in.

"Remember when I told you that there was a guy I liked but I ODed in front of him and then fucked him up long term because of it? That's the guy. I don't think I can ever really have what I had. I already fucked it up." He sighed and ordered himself a drink because he needed a little alcohol. "He wants to talk to me but I'm scared. What if I wreck him again?"

"Suga is very self destructive, his songs are all about that. Oh man, wait-- you ODed in front of him? Huh. Are you the drug taking friend?"

"Am I the what?" Ten frowned and raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"Well... I mean, listen to his word." That was all Team was gonna say.

"His songs are all about being self-destructive? ...I thought they were all about girls and loving yourself." Not that he was the most avid listener, evidently, but still. Not quite what he would have thought. "He's written about Ten then, are you saying that?"

Curiously, Win got his phone out, opening youtube. "What songs, Team? Maybe we can figure out more about how he feels, Ten. If he writes about you, he must have missed you. Maybe it's good if you make up."

"Oh man, where to start? There's his bit in Spring Day, which is a total jam by the way. Then he did a lot about his social anxiety in his first album and in his second one, he wrote this song. Erm, hang on." Team leaned forward to take the phone from Win and put the song on, making sure the lyrics were in Thai.

Ten shuffled around and peered at the screen curiously, even if he could understand the Korean, he just had to read it and believe that he was hearing what he was hearing.

"... Oh God."

"Huh. He's pretty good." Wait. He supposed judging the skills of an internationally successful rapper wasn't really point of this exercise, so Win tried to instead imagine what this had to be like for Ten and so he reached out, putting a hand on his shoulder. Damn. "Hey."

He looked at him, frowning. "I guess that's about you?" It did line up with all he knew. "...yeah, he is not over you."

For better or worse.

"Yeah, kind of hearing that. Oh boy, I need -- I gotta walk." Ten had to get up and move or he'd lose his mind. He took his drink off Team and knocked it back as he did a circle around the dining room... only to turn around as soon as he accidentally wandered into BTS shooting or something. Turning back around, he cursed under his breath.

Fuck, people were everywhere.

Team looked back and frowned a little before turning to Win. "There's a lot of songs about him. Like this." He opened Spring Day for Win next.

Win glanced at Ten, but then decided that he probably needed some space, so he would give him that for now. He slipped an arm around Team's waist and watched his phone screen, curious about the other song and not really paying attention to what was going on with Ten for the moment.

"Good song." He muttered then, and then paused once Yoongi's part came on, his eyebrows rising. "Wow. Damn. They definitely had a lot going on between them. No wonder he's not over it."

"The way he speaks about him, I always assumed ex lover but I just wasn't sure. Now I know for sure, I know that he has to be. It's so clear now." And so sad, honestly. He hoped Yoongi and Ten made up cause those songs? They were a lot.

Ten came back over and set his empty glass down, looking at Win with newfound determination. "I'm going to go and see him. If you don't hear from me by tomorrow, panic." And yes, that was all he was going to say on the matter.

"Okay, you do that. Tell him he has good flow." Win gave him a thumbs up, smirking and shaking his head a little. This was too weird. Who could have predicted that? "I'll try and keep Team from posting to a forum or coming up with a ship-name."

There was only so much he could do. "Good luck, Ten."

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