"Uh... Sangwoo." Sangwoo bowed politely, not sure if he was supposed to make small talk and be on first name basis with a waiter but here he was. "I hope you like the drink. It's good here. Gin is always good." He knew, he drank it himself. He smiled and then looked down, feeling his his heart was racing and trying to rip out of his chest. It felt so weird. Was this what it was like to be Minjun?
He swallowed and went to move past, accidentally brushing against Yejoon. It was like a ping in his head, he felt something surge through him and then, without warning, his chest fucking glowed.
It. Glowed. Sangwoo slapped his hand over his chest and fucking hauled ass into the kitchen. What the hell?
Minjun spotted it. He doubted anyone else had, but he had been paying a lot of attention to his friend after seeing how shaken he was by the situation. And now? Now he was starting to get more of an idea about why. He couldn't be certain, but even so there was a big smirk on his face when he hunted Yejoon down, standing in front of him in the kitchen. And looking at his chest. He wasn't even sure what to say at first, he just laughed.
"Fuck off or I will smash that smirk off your fucking face." He closed his eyes, trying to focus, trying to spit the light out or get rid of it. Eventually, he managed it, looking at Minjun angrily. "This isn't funny! What if someone saw? What if someone finds out? I can't be here." And besides, he just met his true love, his soulmate, and he wasn't even sure what to do with that. He felt like puking.
"Is it him? Are you sure?" Had to be. Minjun had never seen Sangwoo like that before and he had most certainly seen him crushing on people. Clearly this was different. He frowned. "I mean, he is hot." He could admit that much. Really hot. And very much looked like old money, if he was any judge, he just had a feeling, even just glancing at that family table. No wonder Sangwoo looked so sick, he had to be completely thrown. "Do you wanna leave?"
He frowned. "But... You know, that might mean never seeing him again. Just imagine that."
"I dunno. I -- I can't ever be with him anyway so whatever." He was rich. Stupidly rich and at this place where rich fuckers came and enjoyed themselves. If Sangwoo was even found to be here, he'd actually be arrested. So what? How was he ever even supposed to be near his soulmate? He gulped and shook his head, giving Minjun a defeated look. "I'm never going to see him again if I stay or go. Don't make a difference."
Ah well. He was used to disappointment. "I'm here for you, I ain't running away."
Minjun wrapped his arms around Sangwoo, more concerned for his friend now than he was amused at the situation. He held him for a few moments, then let go. "Do you want to switch tables?" What would it be like to be Sangwoo, what if Gyungho had been someone he could never even talk to properly? Minjun couldn't even imagine the pain.
Maybe he could help his friend. He had to find a way to do it.
"Nah, it's cool." They were slid over the starters plate and Sangwoo bowed in thanks, picking up his tables stuff and smiling at Minjun. "I'm used to this kind of thing. It's fine. It's just nice to see him up close, I guess. I can imagine then." It was nice in a sad way, Sangwoo gave Minjun a big grin so he didn't get upset. He had to be brave and happy for Minjun. He needed it for him.
"Now go back to spying, Bond. We gotta get our deets."
Minjun gave a nod, a thumbs up and then he left, carrying his own orders. He still glanced Sangwoo's way more than he normally would have, but whatever. He could multitask.
Meanwhile, Yejoon really couldn't. He was just watching Sangwoo, clutching the napkin in his hand and trying to figure out a way to talk to him. To maybe even touch him. Get to be alone with him?
What was he even thinking? He swallowed, but then he reached out, one hand on Sangwoo's arm. "Excuse me. Where's the bathroom?"
"Uh." Sangwoo finished putting the starter plate on the table and looked at Yejoon, who was touching him, hoping that he wasn't still fucking glowing over a little touch. This time? Not so bad. He nodded and then gestured over at the corridor. "Back there, I can show you if you want."
He knew where it was cause he and Minjun got dressed in there. Classy boys and all.
Sangwoo started to move ahead, trying to ignore the way his heart was racing and how much his chest tightened. He was used to loss and disappointment but this one kinda sucked. He got what Minjun meant - he did wanna cry. And he never cried.
"Do you always work here?" Yejoon wasn't sure how else to start a conversation and he wanted to know. He had to know how he could see him again. He wished he knew him well already, he wished they could just talk like friends. It seemed impossible somehow that he was supposed to treat this man as anything other than an equal. "Nice uniform."
What. He sounded like an idiot. Yejoon bit on his lower lip, hating himself as he walked next to Sangwoo. He had never been this nervous before.
"No, it's a temp job. The place needed extra staff for the wedding party next door so we're covering the general floor. It's good money, I guess." For him, it was insane. He was going to buy himself a lot of booze and a porn pass. Cause, well, he was pent up and not having much luck getting laid lately. Teenagers found the mark tantalising - adults? Not so much.
He missed being younger. Smiling at Yejoon, he looked down at himself. "Really? I don't often wear suits so this is a new experience for me." He looked at Yejoon curiously. "You look like you're made for that suit. Much better on you."
"You'd probably look good in anything." Yejoon smiled and then felt a little sheepish. His friends talked about it, just seducing a waitress, giving her their number and meeting her in a love hotel later, stuff like that. But he had never done anything like this, he wasn't sure how to do things like this. And he didn't really want to either, thinking of how they talked about those waitresses. That wasn't what he wanted, no. "I guess the suit was made for me."
Not the other way round. "I prefer t-shirts." In all honesty.
"Me too. I like cargo pants... does that kill my charm? Cause they're fitted, my ass looks great." Sangwoo assured him playfully. He knew how often people got off put by his tank tops and cargo pants, no one really wanted to date that guy but it was like ... part of his style. His look. "Bet you'd look good in a t-shirt, probably look good in anything. I think a man makes his clothes and not the other way around."
Pausing, Sangwoo gestured ahead to the men's room. "There you go, Yejoon-nim." Sangwoo bowed for him. "Good talking with you."
What did he do now? He didn't even need to pee, he was just kind of... He wanted to reach out and touch Sangwoo's hand and how random was that thought? Yejoon licked his lips quickly, then cleared his throat. Why did he have to do this? Why couldn't someone have given him a script for this situation? "Er."
Great. That was about right. "So." Even better. "I mean... Where are you when you're not here?"
"What? By the bathroom? Usually working on the floor." Sangwoo was a bit confused cause he was walking him to the bathroom and all, he didn't think he'd be asked for his life outside this place. Especially since this guy was way above him in every way. He took a moment to look at Yejoon and then realised the awkward guy was actually asking that. Him, outside of here. Not great. "I work, I live alone. Probably looks like a dump compared to wherever you live, eh?"
He was a fancy boy. He smiled, just to show he was teasing. "You?"
"I work. I live with my family. Still right across the hallway from my mother." Of course, they had a big house, but it was built in the old style, the walls weren't thick and he didn't exactly have much privacy. Not that he really needed it most of the time, but right now... How did people even secretly meet someone at a hotel? He really should have done research on that. "I'm sure my place looks better than yours, but being alone has some upsides. Right?"
"Oh yeah, I walk around naked." Sangwoo grinned because, well, that was the ultimate plus. "Though it does mean I gotta pay stupidly high rents." Especially for the place he lived. It was technically cheaper but his mark made the landlord up it with a security deposit in case he trashed it. He was always paying out more than he should. "Though I'm sure you don't wanna imagine me strolling around naked."
Or maybe he does. "I'm sure soon enough, you'll have a place of your own."
"No, I can't move out. It's not done." Yejoon shrugged his shoulders, not finding it in himself to care too much about that right now. Mainly because he was hung up on that mental image of a naked Sangwoo strolling down this hallway. Which was a ridiculous thought to have, but it wasn't as if he could imagine the man's place, so here it was. And his face heated. "I bet you look good naked."
"Oh yeah. I work out so... it's probably my best asset." Why lie? He smirked playfully and then moved in closer, unable to ignore that his soulmate was making him feel like this. Like he wanted to be so close that he could just touch him everywhere and never leave him. It was weird. "You flirting with me, Yejoon-nim? A fancy boy like you, hitting on the help. Bet that's not done either."
Smirking, he leaned in and spoke quietly, almost whispering in his ear. "I bet you'd look good naked too."
"You don't have to say 'nim'." Obviously he had to, but. "No one can hear us here." That was one thing. It wasn't as if he couldn't ever do things that weren't done, it was just difficult to even consider how he would move out. Not the sort of thing he could do covertly. But this, he felt as if he was getting the hang of it.
At least until Sangwoo whispered into his ear and he forgot to breathe for a second, then coughed. Damn it, he had been so smooth, now it was all ruined. "...I do cardio."
He tried a smile, hoping it would look suave. "We could meet somewhere else." Not that he knew where.
"We could. You sure you wanna? I don't wanna cause you any scandals, fancy boy." He was so cute. He made his heart hurt and all he wanted was him but he'd never want to screw him over. He felt like he should tell him now who he was so he didn't cause any issues. He just didn't want to ruin what he had. "I'm free after 10."
He wasn't against meeting him, in fact he was really eager too. If he had this chance, he'd take it. "You think you can slip away for after that?"
"I'm not that fancy." Well. He was, he supposed, but it sounded a bit like mockery and that made him be defensive. He hated it, he hated anything that could put a wall up between them, because he didn't feel there should be one. His heart hurt and he wasn't sure why. He wasn't sure about anything.
"After 10. Yes, I can do that." How? He wasn't sure yet. "We can meet... Somewhere." He really wasn't sure. "A hotel?"
"I haven't got a lot of cash on me so it'd have to be a love hotel unless you're springing for something better. I know a place about a fifteen walk from here - it's nice, cheap and we'll have fun. Promise." And they didn't check ID status so he wouldn't have to show his mark and maybe get kicked out and embarrassed in front of his new bae. Maybe. He was an optimist. Sometimes life had to be good to him.
"Don't be upset being fancy, I like it." Sangwoo smiled at him, playful and flirty. "It ain't a bad thing, is it? To be fancy. Just means you got standards."
"I will pay for it. My friends have told me about hotels like that, very discreet. We can drive there, I will pick you up." Hey, that was what he had the car for. Well. Not really, but if he could impress Sangwoo with it, he would certainly try to. Hie felt himself blushing again and then he felt a sense of daring, something surging through his heart.
He moved even closer and he pressed his lips against Sangwoo's, his eyes closing. Just for a moment. Then he pulled away again and his lips felt as if they were on fire, but in a good way. What was this? "My standard is you."
Damn. Fancy boy was bolder than he expected. Finally, he was going to get laid. He supposed fucking his soulmate was as good as it got for someone like him. He'd take it, happily. With a smile, he reached out and stroked Yejoon's hair gently. "I'll be waiting at 10. Now you better take a leak before your guests think you're doing somewhere weird, yeah?"
Sangwoo laughed playfully and pointed out the toilet. "You needed to go, remember."
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He swallowed and went to move past, accidentally brushing against Yejoon. It was like a ping in his head, he felt something surge through him and then, without warning, his chest fucking glowed.
It. Glowed. Sangwoo slapped his hand over his chest and fucking hauled ass into the kitchen. What the hell?
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"Yo. Bro."
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"Did you see that guy? I can't-- shit!"
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He frowned. "But... You know, that might mean never seeing him again. Just imagine that."
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Ah well. He was used to disappointment. "I'm here for you, I ain't running away."
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Maybe he could help his friend. He had to find a way to do it.
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"Now go back to spying, Bond. We gotta get our deets."
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Meanwhile, Yejoon really couldn't. He was just watching Sangwoo, clutching the napkin in his hand and trying to figure out a way to talk to him. To maybe even touch him. Get to be alone with him?
What was he even thinking? He swallowed, but then he reached out, one hand on Sangwoo's arm. "Excuse me. Where's the bathroom?"
He didn't need it, he just needed an excuse.
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He knew where it was cause he and Minjun got dressed in there. Classy boys and all.
Sangwoo started to move ahead, trying to ignore the way his heart was racing and how much his chest tightened. He was used to loss and disappointment but this one kinda sucked. He got what Minjun meant - he did wanna cry. And he never cried.
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What. He sounded like an idiot. Yejoon bit on his lower lip, hating himself as he walked next to Sangwoo. He had never been this nervous before.
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He missed being younger. Smiling at Yejoon, he looked down at himself. "Really? I don't often wear suits so this is a new experience for me." He looked at Yejoon curiously. "You look like you're made for that suit. Much better on you."
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Not the other way round. "I prefer t-shirts." In all honesty.
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Pausing, Sangwoo gestured ahead to the men's room. "There you go, Yejoon-nim." Sangwoo bowed for him. "Good talking with you."
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Great. That was about right. "So." Even better. "I mean... Where are you when you're not here?"
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He was a fancy boy. He smiled, just to show he was teasing. "You?"
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Or maybe he does. "I'm sure soon enough, you'll have a place of your own."
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There. Daring.
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Smirking, he leaned in and spoke quietly, almost whispering in his ear. "I bet you'd look good naked too."
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At least until Sangwoo whispered into his ear and he forgot to breathe for a second, then coughed. Damn it, he had been so smooth, now it was all ruined. "...I do cardio."
He tried a smile, hoping it would look suave. "We could meet somewhere else." Not that he knew where.
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He wasn't against meeting him, in fact he was really eager too. If he had this chance, he'd take it. "You think you can slip away for after that?"
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"After 10. Yes, I can do that." How? He wasn't sure yet. "We can meet... Somewhere." He really wasn't sure. "A hotel?"
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"Don't be upset being fancy, I like it." Sangwoo smiled at him, playful and flirty. "It ain't a bad thing, is it? To be fancy. Just means you got standards."
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He moved even closer and he pressed his lips against Sangwoo's, his eyes closing. Just for a moment. Then he pulled away again and his lips felt as if they were on fire, but in a good way. What was this? "My standard is you."
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Sangwoo laughed playfully and pointed out the toilet. "You needed to go, remember."
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