Well. Not to burst your bubble there, Namjoon, but I'm sure Yoongi knows that. I mean. You've made it very clear. Very, very often. Even just when I was there. I'm sure more when I wasn't.
I know Yoongi offered you the way out. Back then. After everything. Why didn't you take it? I'm just... I'm curious, you can tell me to shut up any time.
Yeah but as long as I don't say it outright, he doesn't know 100% so I don't have to feel like a guilty monster holding him back from happiness just like his job :D and that means I can sleep at night.
Because even if things happened that hurt and he did stuff that I hate it, I love Yoongi. I pledged my life to him as a boy and I didn't really get it then but I get it now.
Even when I'm mad at him or upset... I don't hate him. I love him. I love his smile, I love his good heart, I love the way he is with Kookie and I love how he kisses me.
Once we have Jimin sorted and the whole Cheon mess over, you should come to our house. Spend time with Yoongi. The real Yoongi. He misses you, I can tell.
I won't explode again. That was one time, I was half dead... I just implode now. It's safer.
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I know Yoongi offered you the way out. Back then. After everything. Why didn't you take it? I'm just... I'm curious, you can tell me to shut up any time.
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Because even if things happened that hurt and he did stuff that I hate it, I love Yoongi. I pledged my life to him as a boy and I didn't really get it then but I get it now.
Even when I'm mad at him or upset... I don't hate him. I love him. I love his smile, I love his good heart, I love the way he is with Kookie and I love how he kisses me.
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Joonie, I know it's not my place, but I think you need to talk about it at some point. I mean... You don't want to explode at him again, right?
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I won't explode again. That was one time, I was half dead... I just implode now. It's safer.
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Imploding isn't healthy either! Come on. I'm just wanting the best for you two.
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wait what????????????????
if what is best for me is spanking then I am just ... gonna stay broken.
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Oh, come on! It's fun. Very good stress relief.
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And if I was, it wouldn't be you doing it!!!!!!
Also... why? Why this? What?
God, I really need to get your boyfriend back before you spank me.
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Ohh, better. Tie him up! He's so tense all the time, help him relax.
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Thanks for making a mess of my feelings and sending me on this very odd rollercoaster of emotions.
LOVE YOU, HYUNG <3
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