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Park Ji-min ([personal profile] mochim) wrote in [community profile] powerboys2018-09-11 08:35 pm
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bluemold: (Those childish and jealous people)

[personal profile] bluemold 2018-09-14 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"What do you think I could give you aside from that?" Yoongi tried not to think about how much he wanted to kiss him. It wasn't conductive to actually having a discussion. "I don't show emotions in public. I won't start for you. People wait for weakness. I'm not very strong, do you know that?"

He smiled ruefully, shaking his head. "You probably don't even realise. Do you know that you're the first one who's seen me cry since... Hell, I don't even know. It's been a very long time. I won't show emotions, because people can't know how weak I am. Not just my enemies. My people too. Probably even more so. They are all ready to give their lives for me. I have to seem like I'm worth that. Do you get that? I have to be untouchable."
mochim: (we bloom until we ache)

[personal profile] mochim 2018-09-14 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"No one will see you right now. You could do anything to me... who would ever see it?" Jimin didn't think they could have a relationship, it seemed doomed but sometimes he looked at Yoongi and all he wanted to do was having him, to surrender to him and do whatever it took, even if it was just for a scrap of love. "You're very strong and very clever, hyung. Use them both for something you'd enjoy for once, instead of just business."

Jimin boldly dropped down onto his knees, looking up at Yoongi with desperate eyes. He wished he could get through to them. "I don't need to be public, I just need you to want me, to touch me, to be with me sometimes! That's enough."
bluemold: (keep each other company)

[personal profile] bluemold 2018-09-14 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi's eyes widened and he took a step back, staring down at Jimin, entirely unsure what to do with that. He swallowed as he looked at him, trying to get his mind to focus on anything other than that. "I want you to know that I gave Namjoon my gun before coming here. Because I don't always trust myself, but I don't want to hurt you. This is bound to hurt you."

One way or another. Probably in the worse ways. "You know that I want you, Jimin. You must know that. I think about you when I touch myself."

If they were being bold, he wasn't going to fall behind.
mochim: (as if we were waiting)

[personal profile] mochim 2018-09-14 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't think you'll hurt me. I've known men that hurt me, they always show it in their eyes, even before they do it. You don't have that in you. I know you're ruthless and dangerous but not when you love." That was just his theory. And maybe Yoongi was destructive and bad at dating, he didn't know, but he really didn't think he'd hurt him. He licked his lips and looked up at Yoongi, seductive and playful, batting those eyelids.

"Let me touch, I can give you something worth remember for when you next touch yourself." He could do that. The smallest validation was enough. "Please, just let me love you. Even if it's just this once."
bluemold: (I’m D boy because I’m from D)

[personal profile] bluemold 2018-09-14 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi kept looking down at Jimin, because how could he not, letting several moments pass before finally - and with great reluctance - shaking his head. Instead he got onto his knees himself, not even bothering with imagining anyone seeing them right now. He leaned in, getting his hand tangled in Jimin's hair, and rested their foreheads against each other, his eyes closing.

"I don't want that, Jimin." Oh, he wanted that. "If I'm going to have you, I want all of you."
mochim: (when you call me i become your flower)

[personal profile] mochim 2018-09-14 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"You do?" Why? He was good at what he did, he didn't want Yoongi to feel obligated... or maybe he just really wanted him. There was a soft smile on his face as he leaned in and nuzzled against Yoongi, feeling tears build up in his eyes. "I want to be yours. Please, Yoongi, let me be yours. I won't let anyone, it'll be our secret." He didn't mind that, as long as he got to be with him. To be loved and wanted on some level.

"I won't even tell Tae. It'll be just for us. Our happiness, no one else has to know."
bluemold: (don’t realize what’s important)

[personal profile] bluemold 2018-09-14 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Yoongi nodded, mostly because he wasn't sure whether he trusted himself to speak. At least not speak while sounding anything like he wanted to sound. Finally he just kissed Jimin and it wasn't anything like the kisses he had imagined, he wasn't pinning him against anything, he wasn't trying to take his breath away. He just kissed him once, then kissed him again, his arms around him as it just ended in a series of little kisses.
mochim: (as if we were waiting)

[personal profile] mochim 2018-09-14 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Every kiss was wonderful and Jimin had no shame, he was crying openly and he was happy. He wanted this, he wanted someone to love him, he wanted to be close to people. He broke into a smile and pulled him into another kiss, wrapping his arms around him and snuggling in close. "I'm going to miss you when we leave this room, even if we're a short distance apart. But it'll be okay cause I'll get you again soon."
bluemold: (Paris to New York)

[personal profile] bluemold 2018-09-14 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll make time to come by tomorrow." He would just have to, somehow. Yoongi was already trying to mentally change his schedule, but whatever. He could juggle things around if it meant that Jimin would smile at him like this. He held him in his arms and tried to prepare himself to leave the room, but it was difficult after he'd stripped himself down from all defences. He didn't want to go back out, he just knew he had to. "Maybe I'll bring you another gift."
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