My younger self where even tears falling down were beautiful

[thebias]

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[monie]

I wanna do that so bad.

Your bed is awesome too.

What?

[bluemold]

do you remember that song i sent you

kinda one month after we first hooked up?

[monie]

Of course. I loved it!

You write such good music, hyung <3

[bluemold]

thanks, I'm glad you loved it

...do you know that I wrote that song for you?

like

an anniversary thing, kinda

I just didn't call it that cause I figured celebrating one month was cheesy and very teen

[monie]

I didn't know.

You wrote a song about me? Woah.

Thank you so much.

I didn't think I was song worthy.

[bluemold]

I mean

I dated you for one month and you were still as likeable and adorable and hot as on the first day, so I knew I had to keep you

the song is gonna have lyrics soon

listen, joon-ah, you gotta know, I am much better at talking with music

[monie]

I know. I get it, I do. I panicked before. I don't need words all the time, I just wanted to make sure we were on the same page.

Badly.

I'm glad you can talk to me in any language, I don't care what. I just want to listen to you and be with you.

[bluemold]

okay

good

you are by far the best guy i ever even wanted to be with

i figured youd move on after we had sex a couple times

i get nervous about losing you too

[monie]

Nah, that won't happy. I'm really in love.

Not in a scary stalker way!!!!!!

But I am in love.

With you. Just to clarify. You.

[bluemold]

not Brandy Jisoo?

good

i havent felt like i feel about you about anyone before and thats scary sometimes

i feel like i dont deserve it or you, a lot

[monie]

NO

only you.

And same. I mean I've never been with anyone before but I feel like I belong with you. I just get that feeling, you know?

[bluemold]

yeah

its like i was supposed to always know you

i think that was why i just couldnt even talk when i thought you... had met an insanely fit bran guy

[monie]

Oh please, like it'd ever happen.

You've seen me flirt.

With you.

It did nothing but hinder our relationship.

Not that I want to do well but I only really care about being with you. I wouldn't cheat.

[bluemold]

I know

you can't even jaywalk, you would never do something like that

...did you take any more relationship advice from hobi?

[monie]

No, that stuff works for him and Ten. We both agreed it doesn't work for me. I feel awful then you feel awful then we both cry.

Or I cry.

Either way, it sucked.

[bluemold]

i cry too

i just wanna hold your hand

we could try the kinky stuff though

[monie]

Yes, I want to try that, I want to try everything with you.

We should buy stuff. Kinky stuff.

Like handcuffs.

[bluemold]

I got some, actually

and some rope

do you think you would get off on that?

being tied up or tying me up? which one?

[monie]

I don't know. I never tried it.

We could try both? It might be fun.

We can do sexual explorations!

[bluemold]

I've been tied up, but I've never tied anyone up

trying sounds like fun though

anything else you wanna explore?

[monie]

I don't know. I'll have to think about it. I'll make a list. A kinky list :D

this is gonna be fun!