My younger self where even tears falling down were beautiful

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"I think it's cause everyone should be nice to you and you deserve it. And you need it! It's healthy. Like the pineapple juice. You'll get used to it. I'll hug you more." Tae nodded with determination, kissing Jiho's hand and then smiling at him with a happy nod, before looking more serious.

"We tell him that we have after school... curry." Something like that.

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"Extra curricular. We don't have curry. Don't say that! It sounds like we're eating food, you dork." He pulled his hand away from Tae to playfully push him, laughing at how silly his brother was. He was embarrassed sometimes, still holding his brothers hand, especially when kids from school saw them but he always caved for Tae. Hence why he dropped his hand back down so Tae could hold it again if he wanted.

"You are doing an after school art project for extra credit."

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"Okay! Do I have to show appa the art I make?" Cause appa never wanted to see it, but Tae was curious. "I can do an art project." He wasn't sure what a project was exactly, but he was sure he could pull it off. "Hobi-hyung said I could be an artist when I grow up! I can, right? Then it will be all fancy and on walls and I'll tell everyone that you are my inspiration!"

He was losing his focus here. "I'll tell appa."

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"No cause we're going to see Jin and Jimin but we could maybe do some art on Saturday. We can draw something really beautiful and you can show me... maybe not appa." He didn't trust that bastard near anything Tae created, not since he broke his lego castle into crumbling nothing after three days of hard work.

"I think when you're older, you'll have a difference inspiration. It won't be me." Tae's hero worshipping was cute but Jiho knew it would never last. And he was okay with taht. Sometimes it was so weird.

[vante]

"Okay! I will make art for you." Tae nodded and skipped along, happy with their plans. Tomorrow would be Jimin's magical place and then art with Jiho? He was so lucky! "Hobi-hyung says love is a good inspiration. And I love you soooo much! But maybe one day I'll love someone else too."

Tae giggled. "So weird. Do you love someone, hyung? Cause you are already big."

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"I dunno... I like Jin a lot but I don't know if it's love. He said we're gonna date some day though." And Jiho wanted to. A lot. He blushed when he thought about it. He couldn't help himself. The idea of Jin liking him like that was exciting. He wanted to hold hands and kiss, even if it was icky.

"You can't tell anyone though, TaeTae, not even Jiminie!" Cause they'd never keep their mouths shut. Dumb kids.

[vante]

"I won't!" Although he might tell Jiminie. Him and Jiminie didn't really have secrets from each other. Apart from appa stuff, of course. He knew he wasn't allowed to tell anyone about that and he never did! He was a good boy, he wanted his hyung to be proud. "But that is cool! Cause Jin-hyung is so cool! He is really pretty too. So you will be soooo cool when you date him! Everyone will think so."

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"Jin makes me cool. And happy. He hugged me the other day, it was really nice." Jiho blushed a bright red as he looked down at Tae, smiling bashfully. "But like I said, tell no one. Especially not appa. Same rule as always. When good things happen, we tell no one but each other. Yeah?"

Hopefully they could keep this on the downlow. "Come on, TaeTae, we're almost home. What do you want for dinner?"

[vante]

"I want candy." Well, he was a child. "Candy and chocolate and ice cream." Definitely a child.

Tae grinned and hurried so they could go home faster. "But I can eat boring food too." If he had to. "And I'll keep the happy secret!"

Just as he kept the sad secrets.