"Same. I mean, you were my only friend so I can't help it." When he was lonely or wished he had someone, he always missed Yoongi. And it was painful too, it was hard to remember him. He knew what he'd done, he knew how wrong it was and even now, he was just drowning in guilt and pain. That he had no right to feel. He knew he wasn't supposed to be the sad one but sometimes he was. He felt abandoned.

"I assume you mostly think negative things? Like how much I suck."