"I think it's weaker to pretend you don't feel. Feeling takes strength. I think that's a person I'd rather follow than someone who keeps giving me neutral expressions and hiding how he feels." He reached out and touched where Yoongi's heart was, remembering the boy who'd smile with him when they were alone, who held him when he got hurt and always been honest. Well, at least, he'd assumed.
"You're a good guy, you have a good heart. That's not weak. In this business? It's a strength. They can't take it from you. From us." Because he had a softness too, he had a heart and empathy, he cried and got angry, found happiness. It just came in circles. "As long as you have a heart, I'll follow you anywhere. Just don't ever lose it or you lose me."
"You are right. I wish I didn't have a heart sometimes." It would make so many things so much easier. However, Yoongi smiled a little now, as he let Namjoon touch his chest. Above his heart. No wonder his heart was beating a little faster over it. This was an important moment, he knew that. "But for you, I'll keep my heart forever. I don't want to lose you, Joon-ah." He couldn't even imagine being without him.
"You are the most important person in my life. No matter if I... If Suga makes friends. You are the most important."
"You're the most important to me. And not because our fathers say we have to be together and not because it's my role. It's because I love you. I always have. You're my hyung." Namjoon smiled, he had always adored Yoongi. He wasn't quite a big brother or a best friend, he was something unique. A weird mix of both and someone who he felt was just his soulmate. And yeah, life was hard but ... he didn't want to lose him.
Even if he got mad, even if he was hurting and yelled at him, it didn't mean he hated him. "We're both pathetic wusses. That's our thing. We gotta own it, yeah? Soft boys for life." Namjoon beamed and held out his fist to be bumped.
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"You're a good guy, you have a good heart. That's not weak. In this business? It's a strength. They can't take it from you. From us." Because he had a softness too, he had a heart and empathy, he cried and got angry, found happiness. It just came in circles. "As long as you have a heart, I'll follow you anywhere. Just don't ever lose it or you lose me."
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"You are the most important person in my life. No matter if I... If Suga makes friends. You are the most important."
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Even if he got mad, even if he was hurting and yelled at him, it didn't mean he hated him. "We're both pathetic wusses. That's our thing. We gotta own it, yeah? Soft boys for life." Namjoon beamed and held out his fist to be bumped.