"Oh yeah, cause you're cool now? With all your friends. Just a normal person. Well, you're not!" And they both knew it but Yoongi was intent to never act on it. And it drove Namjoon wild. He wanted to badly to shake him and just try to get him to see what he was miserable and even going home, he wasn't going to be any happier but at least he had the little things that made everything worth while. Warmth, his books, a sense of purpose.

Here, he was just stuck tagging along or waiting around. He never felt more like Yoongi's pet than he did out here. "What's the point of me making friends? They'll just go. Everything I want goes away. Nothing is mine. I'm not allowed anything I want. I can't do anything I want. I only have you!"