"You don't have to, but I figured you might want to have a shower or bath at some point. You can borrow clothes from me." Luckily they would mostly fit, given they were about the same height. That had come in handy before, although it was strange to think that it would still do so now.
He reached over, of course, and rubbed Jimin's tummy, smiling a little. "You look cute like this."
Not that he didn't always look cute anyway. "If you get up, there might be breakfast."
"Ooh, breakfast. I do like breakfast. Can I have a smiley face breakfast?" Yoongi had made him that once, the eggs were the eyes and it was so cute, he almost died. He made it for Cheon once and the other didn't even notice it was a smiley face. He supposed, in so many ways, he was just trying to recapture what he had with Yoongi.
Just with the entirely wrong person.
Sitting up slowly, he rubbed his face and then gently touched the bruise blooming on his cheek, it hurt a lot. "I'd be nice to have a quick shower, I can still... I can smell him on me." And that was enough to set him on edge. "I don't want him here."
Not in his little perfect world with Suga and Min Holly.
"I gotcha." Yoongi got up and headed for his closet, opening the door and wincing when the lights came on. His closet was entirely too big, but whatever, at least it meant that Jimin would have plenty to choose from. "Take your pick, all right? I'll show you the bathroom and then I'll see about getting that smiley face breakfast together."
Should be doable, he usually had at least a few basics around. Not as if he had to struggle to afford groceries these days. "Just make yourself at home, Jimin." He frowned, then repeated, more seriously, "I want you to feel at home. I want you to be home with me."
"I want to be home with you. I don't want to get upset over the past, I just want us together for the future." Suffering through Cheon made it hard to even be upset any more over what Yoongi did. He was too hung up on him to ever want anyone else anyway. All he wanted was his only and first love back. It didn't matter to him any more that Yoongi hurt him or that he was in another gang, all that mattered was staying close to Yoongi.
He picked out some soft sweat pants and a hoodie, following Yoongi to the bathroom with Min Holly eagerly under his feet, wanting to be a part of whatever was going on. "Do you still use the same kind of shower gel? It always makes me think of you. It's the smell of home."
"Yeah, actually. Namjoon makes fun of it." Well, whatever. It smelled of home to him too and he had to do everything else fancy to fit the image, it was his business what shower gel he used. Yoongi turned the shower on to quickly show Jimin how it worked, then pointed out the shower gel with a smile. They'd have to talk business, but he wanted to put it off for however long he could.
"Just make sure Min Holly doesn't shower with you. He thinks it's all fun until he gets wet, then it's tragedy."
"Sorry, you can't shower with me. No, you can't!" Jimin spoke to the dog all cutely and Min Holly fell in love, melting under his soft touch and whining when it went away. Jimin smiled at Yoongi and nodded his head, waiting for him and the dog to go so he could step in and thorough wash himself with the smell of his old life. When he was loved and happy, nothing bad could happen to him then.
He washed the smell of Cheon off and changed into Yoongi's clothes, walking out into the living room with damp hair and red cheeks from the heat of the shower. He went pretty hot with it, just wanting to burn every trace of him away. "It smells so good." It really was like falling into the past. He sniffed himself happily and beamed at Yoongi. "Smells like Suga."
"I smell like fried egg? Good to know." Yoongi smirked and finished setting everything up on a plate, as nicely a smiley face as he could manage. He wasn't exactly a professional chef and it wasn't as if he had much reason to cook these days, but whatever. He turned around to look at Jimin properly, smiling when he saw him standing there. "Mhm. Beautiful."
With his face flushed and hair like this, he was pretty much irresistible. Yoongi blew him a kiss before picking up the plate and walking over to the table, setting it down and sitting next to Jimin, so he could watch him eat. While petting Min Holly, of course. "Always makes me happy. Seeing you eat."
His phone vibrated and did he ever not want to think about the real world right now. But he supposed he would have to. "Jimin, you want to stay with me, right? I... You can, I want you to, I want it more than anything. I just need to set things into motion the right way. So I need to know if you want to officially be with me."
Jimin looked at his breakfast and then Min Holly, excitedly clambering at him, Yoongi and his soft features, so caring and loving. Suga was in there this whole time, he could see him even now. He'd been an idiot to think he was gone. "I want to stay here. With you. Please? I want to be with you."
More than anything, he wanted Yoongi. He wanted to wake up in bed with him and feel his comforting embrace. He wanted to be loved by him.
"Please don't let Cheon get me." His heart seized in fear when he thought about it. This wasn't a new fear, he'd been scared of Cheon for a long time but it was starting to escalate and he felt nothing but fear when he saw him now. "He'll hurt me."
"You are with me," Yoongi said firmly, putting a hand on Jimin's arm when he saw the fear rise in him. "Cheon won't get to you. No one is going to hurt you. I can protect you and I will."
The only question was how exactly he was going to go about it, but he had ideas for that. "I will tell my clan that you have been with me when I had nothing. That you were loyal and loving. All true, obviously."
Yoongi frowned. "We don't like the Dark Dragons. The way they do business. So hearing that one of theirs hurt someone who used to be mine and is mine again now... That should be enough. They'll be ready to fight and kill and die for that. It's a matter of honour and respect."
Always worked for them. Yoongi knew how his clan thought, sometimes it fell in line with his own thinking. "I might have to take you with me. The tigers will want to see you."
"I'll do whatever I have to so I don't have to see Cheon again. God, Suga, he wanted to... He really wanted to hurt me." Sure, he'd been beating Jimin for a while now and he was used to violence but this was something else. This time around he was terrifying.
It wasn't going to be easy to break away, he already knew as much. How did he get around Hobi?
"I'll have to leave my gang." If they couldn't protect him, if they couldn't agree to stop the Dark Dragons then what choice did he have? He couldn't go back to Cheon. "I'm okay with going with you. I want to be with you. In every way."
"That's what I want too." He'd have preferred different circumstances, but he would take it. Yoongi leaned in and kissed Jimin's cheek,then turned his head to nuzzle his shoulder. He wished he didn't have to deal with reality and could instead just curl up with Jimin and forget everything else.
But that would be Suga. Unfortunately he was still also Min Yoongi and he had essentially abducted the boyfriend of one of the Dark Dragon higher ups.
"I will talk to Hoseok as soon as possible. Do you think you can stand coming with me to talk to my people and then maybe him too? I don't want to make you, but... Seeing you might be effective." Yoongi reached out to gently trace a finger along a bruise.
"I don't know. He might kill me or -- or Cheon will be there. What if he's there? He'll hurt me. He'll make me go home with him." And that just freaked him out. He wanted to be braver but the idea of going back to Cheon, especially now he'd disobeyed, it was terrifying. Cheon knew how to punish him and make it hurt, he'd done all manner of things to make sure he suffered, pain and humiliation were his tools.
"If I went to see Hobi-hyung, you could protect me, right? I-- I can't see him again."
Not yet. He wasn't ready. He was trying to be but he was too freaked out. He didn't want to be a burden but he was a coward when it came to Cheon. "I want to help, I really do."
Yoongi frowned and put his hands on Jimin's shoulder, catching his eyes and holding his gaze. "Shh. It's okay. You are safe. Remember who I am. I'm Suga for you, I'll always be him. But I'm also Min Yoongi, leader of the Min clan. You have heard stories about me, you must have. Not all of them are exaggerated. I will keep you safe."
He leaned in and kissed him, pressing their foreheads together. "I promise that you are safe with me, Jimin. I always keep my promises."
Something him and Suga had in common. "Listen. We will go talk to my people. Then you can decide how you feel. You can go home and be with Min Holly, wait for me. I have plenty of guards. Whether here or by my side, you will be safe."
"Okay. I trust you, Suga." He couldn't help it, he still called him Suga, it was just natural to him. He knew that he was Yoongi and he didn't recent it as much these days but Suga was safety in his head, the one he always thought of when things got bad. Reaching out, he took a hold of Suga's waist and wrapped his arms around him like a needy Koala.
And then he just held on, resting his head against his stomach and enjoying how comfortable Yoongi felt. He couldn't wait to catch up on some serious cuddle time.
"Hobi-hyung doesn't know we're a thing. He never knew. If we tell him, he might be the one who wants to kill me." And that alone was terrifying. "I pissed off so many powerful people, all just to find love."
"Honestly, I tend to just piss people off for the sake of it, so you have a much better motive." Yoongi leaned back in his seat so he could better accommodate for the needy puppy on top of him and then reached out to give the other needy puppy some pets, because Min Holly clearly wanted in on the action.
"If the Jung family wants war over this, they can have it. We are the best in the business at killing people." Not their only claim to fame, but probably what got them a lot of sway. "I don't want war. I will try for peace. With the Jung family, not the Dark Dragons. I will decimate them, unless they give me Cheon's head."
"It's not that Hobi likes them, you know? He doesn't. It's what his dad did with the former leader. They're sort of tangled. They're heavily in the Dark Dragon's pockets but no one wants to talk about it." It was kind of one of those unspoken things that always lurked over them and slowly, more and more, those bastards had more say and more power in their group. They basically had Hobi trapped.
Jimin didn't want to hurt him, he'd always been kind to him but he knew that he'd probably give him back to Cheon for the sake of peace. And he couldn't risk that.
"I don't think we can take down the Dark Dragons alone. They're vicious and they're everywhere."
"Never had a boyfriend to discuss the business with..." That was going to be different, Yoongi could tell already. He ran his fingers through Jimin's hair, playing with it while looking at him. "We are strong. I wouldn't lead us into a losing war. But we are going to be smart about it. I know Hoseok has been trying to get away from the Dark Dragons, but he wouldn't go against his father."
It was all a tangled mess. "I will talk to Hoseok today. I will make my position clear. My clan stands with me. And you are by my side."
That was all he needed to know that this was worth it.
"It's weird but it's nice! I like talking to you about anything though. We should talk about nicer things in future. Cute things! I want to do that." Not wars, gangs and violence. He looked at Suga and smiled softly, leaning up to kiss him lightly on the neck before returning to his cuddles.
"Maybe we can convince Hobi-hyung to do the right thing. I know I could convince some of them but it has to come from a leader." Either Hobi or his father had to make that step and he wasn't sure either of them would.
"Yeah, I'll figure it out. Can't attack your people anyway, Jungkook is best friends with your Taetae and I think he'd be very cross with me." Well, it was hard to imagine Jungkook ever being cross with him, too much hero worship still going on, but he imagined it might break him, which was a far more serious worry anyway.
"We will try and see what happens today. For now you should eat breakfast and then go back to my closet and find yourself something to wear, so I can bring you to a meeting. You won't have to talk, might be better if you don't actually. Outsiders aren't really supposed to, not that I give a fuck. I'll make sure they accept you and that means they'll accept this war, if it comes to blows."
He kissed Jimin again, nodding in agreement. "Cheon will be stopped."
He kissed him back as if to seal the deal and then proceeded to happily eat his happy smile breakfast, glad to be somewhere safe where Yoongi was there to take care of him. He couldn't imagine being without him, how did he last so long this far? Well, clearly he hadn't lasted well.
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He reached over, of course, and rubbed Jimin's tummy, smiling a little. "You look cute like this."
Not that he didn't always look cute anyway. "If you get up, there might be breakfast."
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Just with the entirely wrong person.
Sitting up slowly, he rubbed his face and then gently touched the bruise blooming on his cheek, it hurt a lot. "I'd be nice to have a quick shower, I can still... I can smell him on me." And that was enough to set him on edge. "I don't want him here."
Not in his little perfect world with Suga and Min Holly.
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Should be doable, he usually had at least a few basics around. Not as if he had to struggle to afford groceries these days. "Just make yourself at home, Jimin." He frowned, then repeated, more seriously, "I want you to feel at home. I want you to be home with me."
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He picked out some soft sweat pants and a hoodie, following Yoongi to the bathroom with Min Holly eagerly under his feet, wanting to be a part of whatever was going on. "Do you still use the same kind of shower gel? It always makes me think of you. It's the smell of home."
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"Just make sure Min Holly doesn't shower with you. He thinks it's all fun until he gets wet, then it's tragedy."
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He washed the smell of Cheon off and changed into Yoongi's clothes, walking out into the living room with damp hair and red cheeks from the heat of the shower. He went pretty hot with it, just wanting to burn every trace of him away. "It smells so good." It really was like falling into the past. He sniffed himself happily and beamed at Yoongi. "Smells like Suga."
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With his face flushed and hair like this, he was pretty much irresistible. Yoongi blew him a kiss before picking up the plate and walking over to the table, setting it down and sitting next to Jimin, so he could watch him eat. While petting Min Holly, of course. "Always makes me happy. Seeing you eat."
His phone vibrated and did he ever not want to think about the real world right now. But he supposed he would have to. "Jimin, you want to stay with me, right? I... You can, I want you to, I want it more than anything. I just need to set things into motion the right way. So I need to know if you want to officially be with me."
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More than anything, he wanted Yoongi. He wanted to wake up in bed with him and feel his comforting embrace. He wanted to be loved by him.
"Please don't let Cheon get me." His heart seized in fear when he thought about it. This wasn't a new fear, he'd been scared of Cheon for a long time but it was starting to escalate and he felt nothing but fear when he saw him now. "He'll hurt me."
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The only question was how exactly he was going to go about it, but he had ideas for that. "I will tell my clan that you have been with me when I had nothing. That you were loyal and loving. All true, obviously."
Yoongi frowned. "We don't like the Dark Dragons. The way they do business. So hearing that one of theirs hurt someone who used to be mine and is mine again now... That should be enough. They'll be ready to fight and kill and die for that. It's a matter of honour and respect."
Always worked for them. Yoongi knew how his clan thought, sometimes it fell in line with his own thinking. "I might have to take you with me. The tigers will want to see you."
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It wasn't going to be easy to break away, he already knew as much. How did he get around Hobi?
"I'll have to leave my gang." If they couldn't protect him, if they couldn't agree to stop the Dark Dragons then what choice did he have? He couldn't go back to Cheon. "I'm okay with going with you. I want to be with you. In every way."
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But that would be Suga. Unfortunately he was still also Min Yoongi and he had essentially abducted the boyfriend of one of the Dark Dragon higher ups.
"I will talk to Hoseok as soon as possible. Do you think you can stand coming with me to talk to my people and then maybe him too? I don't want to make you, but... Seeing you might be effective." Yoongi reached out to gently trace a finger along a bruise.
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"If I went to see Hobi-hyung, you could protect me, right? I-- I can't see him again."
Not yet. He wasn't ready. He was trying to be but he was too freaked out. He didn't want to be a burden but he was a coward when it came to Cheon. "I want to help, I really do."
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He leaned in and kissed him, pressing their foreheads together. "I promise that you are safe with me, Jimin. I always keep my promises."
Something him and Suga had in common. "Listen. We will go talk to my people. Then you can decide how you feel. You can go home and be with Min Holly, wait for me. I have plenty of guards. Whether here or by my side, you will be safe."
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And then he just held on, resting his head against his stomach and enjoying how comfortable Yoongi felt. He couldn't wait to catch up on some serious cuddle time.
"Hobi-hyung doesn't know we're a thing. He never knew. If we tell him, he might be the one who wants to kill me." And that alone was terrifying. "I pissed off so many powerful people, all just to find love."
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"If the Jung family wants war over this, they can have it. We are the best in the business at killing people." Not their only claim to fame, but probably what got them a lot of sway. "I don't want war. I will try for peace. With the Jung family, not the Dark Dragons. I will decimate them, unless they give me Cheon's head."
Cuddly or not, he was who he was.
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Jimin didn't want to hurt him, he'd always been kind to him but he knew that he'd probably give him back to Cheon for the sake of peace. And he couldn't risk that.
"I don't think we can take down the Dark Dragons alone. They're vicious and they're everywhere."
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It was all a tangled mess. "I will talk to Hoseok today. I will make my position clear. My clan stands with me. And you are by my side."
That was all he needed to know that this was worth it.
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"Maybe we can convince Hobi-hyung to do the right thing. I know I could convince some of them but it has to come from a leader." Either Hobi or his father had to make that step and he wasn't sure either of them would.
"Cheon needs to be stopped."
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"We will try and see what happens today. For now you should eat breakfast and then go back to my closet and find yourself something to wear, so I can bring you to a meeting. You won't have to talk, might be better if you don't actually. Outsiders aren't really supposed to, not that I give a fuck. I'll make sure they accept you and that means they'll accept this war, if it comes to blows."
He kissed Jimin again, nodding in agreement. "Cheon will be stopped."
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He kissed him back as if to seal the deal and then proceeded to happily eat his happy smile breakfast, glad to be somewhere safe where Yoongi was there to take care of him. He couldn't imagine being without him, how did he last so long this far? Well, clearly he hadn't lasted well.
"Just tell me what to do and I'll do it."