"My apartment. I live in a rooftop apartment so usually, it's just wherever has the best light." He was very much a messy, chaotic artist and his home reflected it. "My eomma visits sometimes and just starts tidying. So I'm guessing she doesn't approve." Eommas, what could you do? He smiled and led Minjun along, heading out of the gallery and saying goodbye to the doorboy.
"Sometimes I just draw wherever I am. I always have paper on me." He pulled some out of his coat pocket with a smile. "I see stuff and I got to capture it."
"Yeah? Where do you get your inspiration? Just anywhere?" Minjun looked at Gyungho and then, because he was being bold, because he really was, in the end, he moved in close against him, sliding an arm around his waist. He liked how it felt to be close to him like that. It felt like he belonged, in such a sudden and complete way, it almost felt like a shock. Minjun wasn't used to feeling like he belonged anywhere. "I like music. I like art too, but I'm not as good as you. I just colour my walls when the mood strikes. My place is colourful."
"Dreams and my own head? I don't know. I've always done it, since I was a boy. There's a whole world in my head, different lives and realities. They all just pour out of me." He didn't know if that made any sense or not but that's how it felt. He felt Minjun sliding up against him and he didn't know what to say or how to feel, he just let it happen. It wasn't bad, it was a bit fast but it didn't feel like it was and that scared him a bit. God, his heart was racing. It was crazy.
Why was he so all over the place with Minjun. "Why did you, uh, you know... become an accountant?"
"At school they got the idea that I was a genius, so I had to do something to get everyone off my back. Accounting works. Besides, I like numbers. Calm me sometimes." Sometimes, anyway. Because calm wasn't really something that Minjun felt a lot, especially not right now. No, it was like a storm raging inside of him. He wanted to be closer to Gyungho, impossibly. He wanted to whisper how he loved him against his lips.
But no. He had to be patient. "I'm not an accountant on the inside though. Really, I've black paint streaming all over me. Stains everything."
"Poetic." Once again, he seemed so much like his painting. His dream boy. He just didn't quite make sense to him and that still left him a little uneasy. "I'm bad at numbers but good at art, it's about all I'm good at. I ditched school constantly, barely passed and I went right into the art world." Luckily, he got 'discovered' at fourteen so he hadn't really needed schooling that much.
"Most of my art is fantasy or dreams. I'm not very political. I know these days, that's the in thing but it doesn't grab me." Revolution and standing up or being pro government were what most people tackled. Gyungho did not.
"Maybe I'm an anarchist." Minjun frowned, as if he had to think about it right now. In a way, he did. How could he describe his political stance? With great difficulty or with absolutes that would scare anyone, so he just laughed it off and then changed the topic. "Fantasy or dreams, that's more like it anyway. Magic can be more than just a weapon."
And he wanted that. He wanted a world where magic could be wondrous, not something harnessed by the government. He wanted freedom for everyone. Minjun doubted he'd get to live there, at least in this life, but he was ready to die to bring it about.
"Shit, no, magic is just ... I was always kind of hoping it wasn't real, you know?" Just sounded like an excuse to catch people. They were always stealing away anyone who happened to so much as be able to read a spell. And then there was the soulmate stuff. God, that gave him such anxiety. Why did it have to be soulmates? Seemed so restrictive. "I'm not an anarchist. I don't think society is perfect but no society is. Overthrowing it just makes chaos."
He shrugged and then looked at Minjun, smiling a little. "Politics is boring to talk about, don't you think?" Not the best first date topic.
"I don't know about boring, but I do know I've always been told I shouldn't." Controversial. Dangerous. Minjun was careful by now, so there was just a twinkle in his eyes and he smiled. "You are right though. I'd rather talk about your art. Your dreams."
His soulmate was scared of magic. Wary of it all. Minjun wasn't sure what to do about that. Not push, he supposed. For now. "When I was little, I could barely ever remember my dreams. These days I'm more of a lucid dreamer."
"I forget them not long after I have them so I try to paint them fast to keep on to them. I remember forgetting a dream I had when I was fourteen, and it was a really good dream... dunno what about but I know it made me happy. Ever since then, I try to remember and paint." And then he didn't lose the happiness he had. He didn't have much happiness otherwise. It wasn't that he was living a bad life, he just had depression and anxiety, he was a bit all over the place emotionally.
Traditional artist, he supposed. "Lucid dreaming sounds handy though."
"It's a skill, actually. Anyone can learn it, takes some training. I read a few books on it, that helped. Dreams keep me going some days." Or every day, because dreams brought him closer. To his soulmate. Even now, there was still a wall around him. He wished he could ask Gyungho questions he now knew would only scare him. "When I was around fourteen, there was a time when I didn't want to wake up at all. Just live in dreams. I felt less lonely there."
"Same. I'm a dreamer, always felt better there. When I was having a boring time at school and being discovered, all that stress, I just slept a lot when I wasn't working. I basically slept through my teens." Gyungho grinned as he held the door open for Minjun to head in, looking at the coffee board as he did. "Oooh, a ginger bread latte. How seasonal."
"You know, gingerbread latte sound right up my alley." Completely ridiculous, mostly. Minjun wrapped his arms around himself, because he felt oddly cold now that he was no longer holding on to Gyungho. He didn't even realise it, but the loss of contact was felt nonetheless. "I love sweet stuff."
And he had almost just stumbled on the word 'love', his cheeks were burning. Damn it.
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"Sometimes I just draw wherever I am. I always have paper on me." He pulled some out of his coat pocket with a smile. "I see stuff and I got to capture it."
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Why was he so all over the place with Minjun. "Why did you, uh, you know... become an accountant?"
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But no. He had to be patient. "I'm not an accountant on the inside though. Really, I've black paint streaming all over me. Stains everything."
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"Most of my art is fantasy or dreams. I'm not very political. I know these days, that's the in thing but it doesn't grab me." Revolution and standing up or being pro government were what most people tackled. Gyungho did not.
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And he wanted that. He wanted a world where magic could be wondrous, not something harnessed by the government. He wanted freedom for everyone. Minjun doubted he'd get to live there, at least in this life, but he was ready to die to bring it about.
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He shrugged and then looked at Minjun, smiling a little. "Politics is boring to talk about, don't you think?" Not the best first date topic.
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His soulmate was scared of magic. Wary of it all. Minjun wasn't sure what to do about that. Not push, he supposed. For now. "When I was little, I could barely ever remember my dreams. These days I'm more of a lucid dreamer."
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Traditional artist, he supposed. "Lucid dreaming sounds handy though."
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So many fun options. "What are you feeling?"
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And he had almost just stumbled on the word 'love', his cheeks were burning. Damn it.