"Do I look very glowing to you?" Minjun smirked, shaking his head, joking around while he tried to think of a good way to describe it. "It's nothing physical. It's just... You look at them and it pulls at you? It's painful, really. First time I saw him, I almost started to cry."

That would have been nice and embarrassing. "And touching him, being that close, it felt right, but also not enough. I didn't want there to be any space between us, you know? Not in any way. But there was so much, because he doesn't even know. I couldn't stay that long, it hurt too much. To be with him, but not have him."