"I wouldn't know. I fucked for fun until I got Cheon. I never really had to worry about effort and love, I thought that would come later. I wanted a nice life one day with a cute boy." He wanted to be reckless and young and then settle down later, maybe get a cat and eventually, down the line, kids. He had some wholesome ideas in his head as a far away fantasy but he knew it was all impossible now.

"Doesn't matter what I used to want. I do what Cheon wants now." And he supposed that was it. "I'll be his until he kills me."