"I just wanted to die. I thought it would happen sooner." Yoongi still thought back to when he'd thought about burning himself. Maybe if he had had fuel around at that point, he would be dead now. It would be over. But he had Jungkook now. He had a reason. "I'm not craving booze either. Not right now, anyway."

Maybe it'd come later, but now that he felt less desperation, gone was the need to numb himself. Maybe this could work out. "You are amazing for getting over that. Out of that."

Kicking a drug addiction? That was pretty damn impressive. "I had the fuck you attitude in school. Now I just wanted to fuck myself over."

But suddenly there was Jungkook. He'd have to get it together. "I'll do my best for him."