"Yeah, that's good." He supposed they didn't want to hurt him in the end. They did, they hurt him so much, from the electric shocks and the pliers to the beatings but... they could have done way worse and he knew it. He wondered, idly, if that was his father's doing or Yoongi's father because he honestly wasn't sure who went easy on him. He wanted to believe it was his appa but he couldn't. "There's a lot of lasting damage. Keeps getting worse too."

He adjusted his glasses and lay back, exhaling slowly. "I yelled at hyung, didn't I? You know, I can be killed for that. I don't think he ever would but that's how bad it is. I shouldn't have... I fucked up."