It was just hard, always having a child, no real time to date and only one shitty experience in his youth. Hobi always told him he needed to get laid and he lied, said he had once or twice but he'd never really gone for it. He didn't like casual. He wanted to be loved. With Yoongi, he didn't worry if that it was possible. He just took his hand and trusted him.

"I like you." Namjoon answered with a dorky grin, leaning in to kiss him again and again. "And hey, learning and new experiences together? That's totally what couples do."