Reaching out, he idly tugged at the tape but it had little give and he didn't have much energy. He stayed down still, singing various pieces of songs he wrote and trying to ignore the racing of his heart. He looked up at Yoongi and frowned a little. "I want to be free, you know? Even if they kill me, it's better than this. I always think about Demian. You know it? The book."

He read it a lot in his youth, it meant a lot to him. "In the book, Emil draws a picture and sends it to Demian, it's a bird bursting out of an egg. And his friend replies that the bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world." He licked his lips. "Who would be born must first destroy a world. So. To be free, to escape, we have to destroy"