"They hurt us and we have to take what they give us, sometimes it makes us so sick and -- and no one cares. What else could we do, doc? They power trip us and hurt us. If we die then at least we die of our own free will." And that made him feel safer. He finally got it, what Namjoon was always rambling on about - control was important and he needed it.

They needed it to survive. "While I have freedom, what am I gonna do? Hmm. Fuck Hobi. And then dance somewhat. Namjoon promised us all that we'd have radio. I'm so excited." Ten grinned, bright and excited. "I miss music."