"I thought you already knew I was dumb. Of course I'd let you into my house." Jin smiled a little, but he slowly moved to put on his pants, trying to get his hands to stop shaking. He managed to button them up on the third try, feeling like crying at how difficult that was, knowing that shock was finally setting in. He wanted to be safe and he knew he was far from it.

"I have a nice kitchen. I love cooking, you know? When I was studying, I kept myself sane when I had those big exams coming up by chopping vegetable while reading and then just letting things simmer while revising. I love cooking, but there's never anyone for me to feed. You are luckier than me in one respect, you have someone like Hoseok. I don't have anyone that special."