"Why do you think I was using sensory deprivation? I got exactly what I wanted out of it. Of course he wants to fuck me." Not a flattering situation and it had escalated more than he'd intended, but still. "He's not as uncaring as he thinks he is, I've proof of that, and he wants me to care about him. That's why he's telling me things. How am I fucked? That was the goal."