"It's not supposed to be, I know, doesn't mean I like it. I never slept on a floor before. It hurts. And it's always cold. And I'm still hungry." One lousy bowl of rice and some water. It wasn't exactly what he was used to. Humming lightly, he nuzzled against Yoongi's shoulder and enjoyed the steady pets. "I figured we'd never fuck. You're pretty turned off by me. I guessed as much. It's okay."

He must have thought he was so pathetic and useless.