"Is it safer to be official?" Jin didn't know. He had tried very hard to only know the bare bones of the business and now he felt as if he had catching up to do, because he was dating a gangster. Whether he liked it or not - and right now it was a definite not - this was part of his life. This could happen. This could happen again.

He closed his eyes and tried to breathe calmly and ended up whimpering instead. Damn it. "I'm sorry. I'm not made for this, I can't."