"Okay." Jin showed how okay he was with that by not letting to of Namjoon and continuing to hide against him. He didn't want the rest of the world to exist, he didn't want to move again, all of those cuts would hurt more, the burns from the electricity, everything, and Namjoon wouldn't be right there. Not for him to touch. He didn't want to let go and so for entirely too long, he didn't.

Until he finally, slowly, pulled away, wrapping his arms around himself instead. He really was pathetic, wasn't he? Not at all the kind of boyfriend a gangster needed. Just the kind of boyfriend that got carried and was scared. Damn, he was so scared.

"I can't do it, Joonie. I can't!" What exactly he couldn't do was open for interpretation, since he'd gone back to his method of closing his eyes and pretending this wasn't happening.