"I dunno, I guess I just don't think about it much." Which is why he was pretty content - he didn't think. He supposed now he'd have to try and notice how he felt. "I guess but I always feel like I'm missing shit cause I usually am. Like pay or a non-leaky roof or my waterproofs." Did he miss someone he never even knew?

Was that possible? "God... I hope it's a he. And I hope he's hot." Then he'd have better dating chances. "He'll have to want me if he's my soul mate so-- here's hoping I get a date out of this."