"Well, yeah, but drugs are expensive and I don't have an income much any more. Cheon used to get them." He didn't think that was a bad thing, that was Cheon taking care of him. Providing for his boyfriend. He was more concerned about the videos. What kind of videos? Shit, did he see the one with him and Jimin? "He ... He made me do that to Jimin, I promise! If I hadn't, he would have and I figured that would be better. I'm not into Jimin, I swear."

He just wanted to clarify that now. "I don't think he manipulated me. Sometimes, I guess. I always knew what I was doing. We were fucking and I let him so ... I don't think it's as bad as it sounds. He liked to hurt me but..." He liked being hurt, right? So he was just giving what he wanted. In an extreme fashion.