"He's not killing yet. He might start to. It's a test. He knows I'd want to wait, so he wants to see what I'm willing to sacrifice." Yoongi sighed as he looked over to the bar, where Hobi attended to Jungkook, of course having a lot of fun pretending that he was a big boss instead of a little boy. "Right now it's two runners I don't even know by name and they're still alive. Next it might be someone more important. Next they might be dead."
It was predictable, but that didn't make it any easier to fight. "It'd be a blood bath, Namjoon." Yoongi turned his head to look at Namjoon. "Taking him down right now? I'd have to turn them against themselves. Make them kill their friends. Their brothers. Test loyalties. That's the only way I could do it right now. I don't want that. You know I don't want that."
Yoongi had an easier time with violence and killing than Namjoon, but that wasn't saying much. And, yes, of course he wasn't allowed to show that he cared, but Namjoon had seen him after his first kill. He didn't have to hide that weakness from him. At least not right now.
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It was predictable, but that didn't make it any easier to fight. "It'd be a blood bath, Namjoon." Yoongi turned his head to look at Namjoon. "Taking him down right now? I'd have to turn them against themselves. Make them kill their friends. Their brothers. Test loyalties. That's the only way I could do it right now. I don't want that. You know I don't want that."
Yoongi had an easier time with violence and killing than Namjoon, but that wasn't saying much. And, yes, of course he wasn't allowed to show that he cared, but Namjoon had seen him after his first kill. He didn't have to hide that weakness from him. At least not right now.
"Why are our fathers like this?"