"I won't die, I promise. God, I don't want to die, hyung. I don't." He really didn't. He was crying and he didn't even know why, he held onto Yoongi's hand tight but slowly, second by second, tight got weaker. He was losing energy as he lost blood and everything kept spinning around him. He closed his eyes and hoped he didn't die, not now, not when life was just getting good.

He couldn't disappoint Yoongi. And that made him fight. "I-I love you. Hyung, I really love you. I wanted you to be p-proud of me." That's all he ever wanted. "You're my hero."